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Mar 27, 2012

Nth Week in Rehab - Alex Pruteanu



I’ll tell you this.
the last time I burned rock in the glass dick
they found me in a Santa suit walking up and down Military Trail
throwing bags of shit at cars and reciting Kierkegaard outloud.
I woke up in the drunk tank
in Hallandale Beach Florida
next to a Cuban tranny
who was urinating in my hair entertaining the other men.
Over here
the addiction you have
is replaced with the addiction to God.
The Twelve Steps.
A higher power.
I don’t know what’s worse
living in the suburbs paying bills and clocking in and out of a state job
mowing your lawn every Friday
taking the kids and wife to the mall
snapping family portraits and sending them to grandma
or putting in a 12-hour shift on the kill floor of an abattoir
taking hits of whiskey during breaks
and smoking meth at happy hour.

(“oh how men suffer for children.”)

11 comments:

  1. I once had a friend who smoked a lot of everything. Who drank a lot too and would tell me stories of losing himself in National Forests for days on end talking to the deer, out-of-body experiences on tops of mountains and touring the coast with his bicycle. Then he found God at an AA meeting. Tant pis alors. We can't really... talk anymore.

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  2. One Kool-Aid replaces another Kool-Aid

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  3. man, i drank way too much god kool-aid as a kid. i swear i'll never touch the stuff again.

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  4. Mowing your wife and kids every Friday, taking the lawn to the mall, understanding that God is a glass dick, sharing the kool-aid with the deer... this is the world, we can do these things or not do them.

    And then we are gone. And nothing will be remembered.

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    1. isn't fuck all supposed to feel more free?
      just like the before i won't know the after.

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  5. It gets harder and harder to tell the before from the after, g.
    Fuck all is free.

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    1. must be consequence that costs.

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  6. ...but of course you're right about this.


    Age this wandering
    though a museum
    of consequence
    and fortune
    takes responsibility
    for nothing
    that happens along the way.

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  7. God may be IN a glass dick. Some people find Him in there. To others He appears on toast. In water stains on walls of overpasses. And then He gets sold on ebay. I like TC's little poem up there.

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